Leaking sexual energy

We were described as

Leaking sexual energy

And I don't understand.

I don't understand what

That means.

How it comes to pass

Why it is, and

Where I went wrong.

I do know how it felt

Watching you flirt with

Men, knowing

You might act, feeling

Unsafe and insecure, doubting

My ability to be a man.

Yes, be a man

You screamed that

As I left.

I don't know

I ever could.